A Merry Christmas

I started to celebrate Christmas after I went to church in 2000. The Christmas in the beginning few years were fantastic especially the 1st time I celebrated Christmas in church. People always said that 1st time will always be the most memorable, well, I totally agreed with it. In Church, we decorated the Christmas tree together, prepared foods together and went house to house to spread this Christmas tiding, caroling we called it.

Still remember during the caroling, we will went to this brother’s house on up hill. Here, I will go out the house after finished singing and walked around the garden near by. This wills always the last house to go. In the garden, I get to know how fantastic God created the star at night for us. Still remember, the first year I celebrated Christmas, ehmmm.. year 2000, if I not mistaken. I went out with this guy, guy who likes to wears yellow shirt that I mentioned in my 1st blog. We walked around the garden and looked up the sky and realized the stars. The sky was full of the shinning stars. Really fantastic. After that Silent night, whenever Christmas is around, I will look up the sky and hope I will see the same sky. Very sad, that sky never appears again. Maybe, I was not with him after that. The sky seem not bright, sometime no stars in Christmas night.

After three years I never celebrate Christmas, this year I will celebrate this coming Christmas with my secondary school mates in an island, Langkawi. Not sure whether I can have a wonderful Christmas or not since the last three years I was really lonely during Christmas, but at least I will not be alone this year.

Christmas is really a fantastic day. Although, after the fist year I celebrated Christmas, the beautiful Christmas seem left me behind, but I believe someday, I can again have a beautiful Christmas.

Finally, wish all who read my message will have a wonderful and beautiful Christmas. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!
God Bless…

HAIR CUT

I always keep my hair short. The longest hair I ever had willed not exits my shoulder. Friends and my mum keep asking me why I do not keep my hair long. Usually will just tell them short hair looked cool.
Besides being cool, actually to show people I’m not happy. Guess no one think about this. Once my hair grow long, meaning I was happy that few months. Once my hair being cut frequently, meaning I was upset. Weird attitude tough…
I was having hair today. Looks really good with this new hair style but again shows that I was having problems recently. Perhaps those who read this will ask, why cut hair when I was sad. Well, basically because once I cut my hair, meaning I cut off all the unhappiness that happened to me. With new hair style, I can have better beginning. I will feel very nervous when the hair stylist started to cut my hair. Not really sure why will shaking in my heart but it always happen. Maybe this shows that I was a person who lived in fear.
Anyone of you have this kind of feeling when having your hair cut? What usually people will feel when they have their hair cut? Happy? Or nervous like me?

COLOURS IN MY LIFE

I like yellow very much. I like it because the first guy that can make me nervous, make me felt in love to, like to wear yellow colour T-shirt. Sound silly…

Later I found out that actually he not really like yellow, but Sky Blue instead which was colour that I liked before I like Yellow.

White World is winter in my life. I never see snow before but I just like it.My name "Yuki" means snow in Japanese.

Today at the bus stand that i usually waiting for the bus, I saw something interesting. I saw blind men. I always met this guy, because he staying in that area, I guess. But what makes me paying more attention to him today was he waiting bus with his wife and son today. His wife was blind as well, but their kid was not. The moment the kid called this blind guy "Papa" i was a little bit surprise. How to describe the feeling...? The couple were both blind, how they been able to live together? They do not know what colour of shirt their partner is wearing. How was the feeling? Really wonder what kind of feeling that tide them together...But frankly, i was quite impressing.