Searching my purpose of life again

My life turned in black and white long ago, I don't know when. I used to think that I have a colourful life with all the part time jobs, my dreams, my life principles, my friends, families, everything in my life...Everything seems to be colourful. I even forgot how my smile used to enlighten other people's life. So pathetic..My life just turned upside down, ruined by my own ego and pride..I seriously need to get back my life in order...

I have my dream job, not many friends as last time, but I do have sincere friends, lovely family...and oh, I need to stand still on my own principles, yeah my principles used to be charming @@'' (well, at least I think so, hehe).

I need to live life fullness..without any regard...and yeah, I need to start searching for my purpose of life now, now, now ...NOW!!!!!

And to start of, I need to face my inner self and so I should loudly say what is in my heart now...." I love David Tao and Gong Yoo so much!!!!!! " hehehehe