I am back

Hooray…!!! Finally I start my studies in HELP University…After one week struggling in the campus I finally experienced a real-life university study with proper class discussion and lecture today.

After the orientation week, I have been running up and down between my university’s main campus and the learning campus to settle down my registration and subjects to be taken this semester. I had my first proper lecture today, which was really interesting. I started to feel that my dreams and all my hopes in the future are coming back. My desire to works in the media industry is coming back to me.

After a year leaving the school table, I started to feels that I’m not really belong to the media, as I really had tough time in the magazine company. Well, my jobs there were easy, just that I was not mature enough to handle all the stress and discrimination given. Also because I was not ready to meets the public, maybe.

In the past 14 months without school, many things happened out of my expectations. I had been a journalist, who I always wanted to be, but sadly I was the lousiest journalist that the media ever had, I guess. I saw the ugliest scenes behind the media, the reality of political as well as the giant companies. Yet, being a journalist thought so many lessons in life, which you will never obtain in the school.

Due to the “high” level of pressure in the media, I became more and more weird. No time to meet friends, no time for movies, no time for communicate etc. So, I started my cyber life. I went online so frequent, just like I might die if there is no internet connection. Met many people around the globe, where we share and care. I considered myself as the lucky one, as I met many nice people online. They are willing to listen, to share, to advise and to cheer me up.

In the pass 14 months as well, I went to Korea for a trip. (This really spent most of my saving) I really had wonderful time there, having a lot of first trial in the foreign country without knowing their language. Travel oversea, travel alone, ski etc really make me so excited. The experiences really make me so happy and release. I really like Korea and will bring myself there again!!!
감사합니다 상현오빠!! 나정말좋아해요…!!