Where am I supposed to be?

New Year, as usual, people will set new goals, telling themselves that everything bad will be over, and new things/good things will be ahead.. Sad to tell this, but all these are lie..Just like others, I told myself, everything will be good. I started off with new term in University, going to new Church, wearing new clothes, looking for new boyfriend (well, trying to...), everything filled with hopes..but, you see, reality sometimes is kind of cruel. Things just will not be as what you want them to be..

I started my new term in Uni, and received my results for last term..kind of bad one..even though is not much different from what im expecting, but trust me, its hurt...When i failed my own goal, I will keep thinking, "am I in the place where I supposed to be?"... This is kind of negative, but when things are bad, will just make me a negative person..

Maybe I really have no talent to be a journalist/writer...I can't write, and my English is sucks...

All the things here just doesn't seem good to me...